Today is the last day I will hear the children laughing and shouting at one another. The balls that bounce into the air and the jump ropes that swish the ground and the whistle that signals the children to come running to the big glass doors will all be put away for a few months.
It’s the last day of school.
Every weekday morning during the school year I savor the sounds that waft through my sliding glass door from seven-thirty to eight o’clock. I love hearing the children gather in the massive school yard behind my house. I liken my fascination with this cheerful sound to watching goldfish swim aimlessly around in a large fish tank. It soothes me, engages me from a safe distance. I’m far enough away from the playground to prevent me from distinguishing the words being exchanged. I can’t pick out hateful, bullying tones from gleeful, friendly ones. It all sounds like happy, whimsical and carefree chatter to me. Truly, it’s music to my ears and singing to my heart.
During the summer months a handful of children will play in the playground sporadically throughout the days. But it won’t be the same. I won’t hear the entire school gather during that thirty minutes. I won’t hear the faceless teacher blow her whistle. And I won’t be privy to morning announcements or the reciting of the Pledge of Allegiance as they sound over the loud speakers attached to the back of the building.
It will be quieter. School will be out.
I remember well the easily marked changing seasons during my growing up years, don’t you? The beginning and ending of school, football season and softball season, marching season and concert season, summer vacations and Christmas break. They all marked distinguishable seasons in my well-ordered life. Band practices and trips marked my fall calendar. Piano recitals and softball practice marked the spring pages.
Seasons.
When my children were in school the seasons of my life continued to be marked by the events on their calendars. But now that they are grown, many of the seasonal markers have vanished from my radar. I don’t automatically know when the first high school football game is, when little league registration opens, when spring break comes or when the last day of school arrives.
My year has more continuity.
But seasons still change, don’t they?
Seasons of life change, too. Change doesn’t just occur when the last school bell rings or the first football is kicked toward the opposite goal line. And seasons don’t just come and go with spring’s first green buds or autumn’s colorful foliage.
Seasons shift and change and close and begin all through our lives…in myriad ways. We experience seasons in:
- marriage
- parenting
- careers
- ministries
- churchlife
- family
- friendships
- communities
- economics
Oh my dear friend. Thank you so much for these words of wisdom. I find myself deep in the midst of a change of seasons. Our son got married a week ago tomorrow (they are on a honeymoon cruise as I type!) and our daughter is getting married July 4th and moving to Norfolk, VA where her fiance has two years left to serve as a United States Marine. I am so happy for them, and yet I am sad for myself. I know it is selfish of me . . . but its so hard to let them go. Being a mother has been my absolute greatest joy. I am so proud of both of my kids. I work full time and that won't change, but to try to imagine what life will "look like" with both kids on their own . . . . I just don't know what I do next? I know that God is in the midst of this. His plan is for kids to grow up and live their own lives. And I am trusting Him to help me walk through this change with grace. My husband and I will be married 30 years in October, and we really do still like each other!! I'm looking forward to getting to spend more time together as a couple. Thank you for reminding me that change is normal. And that God wants me to trust Him in every situation. Blessings my friend!
Thanks so much for sharing your heart, sweet friend. I know that challenge, too. You are so wise to see the blessings in your new season. I think that being thankful for those and even just keeping your eyes peeled to see them is a big step in the right direction for contentment and joy. I know God will continue to bless you and your family in this new season. I'm praying for you today. God is obviously tenderly speaking to your heart His sweet assurances. And you are obviously putting yourself in position to hear and heed them. 🙂